Helloooooo~

changed my blog song to she bu de..

its lyk nice nice..

kinda of describing me...

=)

ya..

so sch days were lyk normal..

n we were having 1 week holidays..

so time to get up for real studying..

=)

nth much to post..

byebye~~~

Yes..

i'm bored..

N i am very angry too..

fk..

stop spamming on my tagboard..

N iamnumber2..

can u dun say abt yl?

y e fk did u say yl?

r u any better?

if u lyk tat say ppl u r nth better..

look into e mirror carefully n reflect on urself first b4 saying any1..

_\_

damn it i am so angry..

waaaaaa..

Ya..

back to posting..

hmm..

so ytd had work n today woke up quite early to meet jingzhi n wan ying study..

hahaz..

was late for 1 1/2 hr..

hahaz..

studied abit n sch alr..

zzz..

lessons lessons n more lessons..

zzz..

damn tiring lo..

not enough slp..

slpy slpy slpy~~~~~

after sch went compass ate ice..

wif many peeps..

den bought things n went hm..

slpt den bath..

n here to use com..

nth interesting today..

so bye~~

Ya..

was nearly late in e morning..

marathon to sch..

coz i dun1 any detention anymore..

T.T

english was boring as usual..

cdp oso boring..

hahaz..

but chinese really sux..

tat bitch was always zhen dui-ing me..

wadever i do oso keep noticing..

N i was making hearts..

she took jingzhi's heart n mine..

D:

N she randomly asked me to rub e whiteboard..

so i din wan..

N i quarreled wif her..

damn her la..

god..

i hate her so much..

den recess...

after tat had f&n test..

flunked..

T.T

dens pure lit..

n i passed my test.. xD

14/25

at least a pass n i am happy..

dens geo..

continue wif my heart..

n teach cn..

after tat maths..

sux..

had quiz..

n i 4get to bring my work..

she sort of hold me back..

but lucky i did my hmwk..

xD

i am a gd gal..

kaes?

dens waited for cn to finish her detention..

go compass..

had mos burger..

den played in action city..

hahaz..

damn funny..

hahaz..

dens went popular..

bought my foolscap n graph pad..

=)

n i wanted tat pink foolscap..

but it was way too thick la..

will b heavy if i bring to sch..

rahhhs..

nvm nvm..

dens hm-ed..

n nth to post alr..

byebye~~~

**all bastards shud bang wall n die**

相爱的时候，女人会一次次地提出：我们分手吧！

男人只是本能的愤怒，他会猜疑她是不是因为另有新欢而背叛了他,

他会恼女人的绝情而大声呵斥她。

女人真正转身的那一刻，男人除了悲愤的看着她的背影离去而没有一句挽留的话！

女人一路上一直期待男人会跑上来，拉着她的手，挽留她，说声：宝贝，我爱你！别走！

等到泪已尽，任然听不到任何声响，爱情就这样夭折了！!

男人怎么懂女人？！说分手只是为了挽留！

每一次说分手，女人都很会很害怕，怕你们会真的离去。

每一次说分手，女人都很期待，期待你们的挽留，让她知道你在乎他，你舍不得她走。

每一次说分手，女人都会很无奈，你的一些微妙变化让她不敢肯定你是否还那样爱她。

所以她拿放弃做赌注，如果输了，只是你不够爱她!

每一次当分手成了事实，女人会伤心欲绝，

　 男人为什么不懂女人心思！！！！！！

女人说分手，只是爱真的爱你！！只是太在乎你！！

只是你的一些微妙的变化让女人恐慌！！

　 让女人心不安！！只是女人想弄明白你是否还爱着她？？？！！

女人以为，爱情的迷茫不会肯定会让自己有足够的勇气，

做好准备等待男人最糟糕的答案。

女人她以为说分手你会挽留她！

然而这都是女人一厢情愿，

多少此时的男人是默默地看着自己心爱的女人离去而没有挽留？！

女人的心凉了，为什么男人不懂女人的心思？！

女人只有独自在黑夜中哼着悲曲，用泪水把心中的苦涩一遍遍洗刷。。。

　 其实真的爱你，太害怕失去你！

只是你永远不懂！还是不懂！

命中注定无法永远！

i think this is quite true..

hahaz..

boring boring boring..

D:

Ya..

here to post agn..

had f&n ytd..

but coz i was in great pain..

i left to sick bay..

damn pain la..

i tell..

i swear i gonna bring panadol to sch next time..

so yl made e whole cake by herself..

sry..

N i went halfway back..

to hv test n it was postpone to mon..

great.. xD

more time to study..

N thx jingzhi help me take my box to put bks..

thx thx..

=)

so after sch went cp ate mango sunrise ..

i noe i shud not eat..

but too bad..

its too tempting as e weather is lyk damn hot..

hahaz..

den went toa payoh work..

late for abt 10 mins lyk tat..

hahaz..

had mac at hsr while multi tasking..

hahaz..

had e nice nice bubble tea..

=)

customers were very fierce today..

was sad to hv no listing..
T.T

made 78 calls..

which was little..

T.T

after tat hm-ed wif jessie..

N was early den last time..

=)

ya..

N i hv been crying for hrs of watching shows..

damn sad..

my eyes is now red n puffy..

zzz..

n my mum say i shud stop watching all these kind of sad shows anymore..

it makes me emo n more emo..

hahaz..

so ya..

i completed 1 litre of tears...

so nth much to post alr...

byebye..

but anymore very very sad shows tell me..

i wan watch.. =)

Ya..

was back to posting agn..

damn tired..

reach hm alr going 12..

hahaz..

so prepared n alr 1 plus going 2...

slpt at 2 i guess..

or mayb later..

hahaz..

was fun..

hahaz..

but e customer today were very fierce..

hahaz..

N i made 82 calls in 2 hrs..

hahaz..

so wake up at 10.10 in e morning..

zzz..

knew was going late..

called wan ying..

N she pei me..

lolx..

late..

was trying to run away as i dun1 detention..

but got caught..

so ran around for 16 rounds..

damn tired..

zzz...

den had lit n chi..

chinese nearly fall aslp n tat bitch suan me for running for 16 rounds..

zzzz..

damn her..

hahaz..

den ss..

N went to GO for lalitha to make call to parent..

lolx..

was ok..

den went rp n eat..

ya..

n i realise i can eat alot lately..

zz..

i scared later i become fat..

T.T

ate n hm-ed..

tired tired tired..

N here to post ya..

so nth much alr..

byebye~~~~~

Hellooooooooo~

had work ytd..

its really fun..

very slack oso..

N kept laughing..

alot of funny things happened..

hahahaz..

really fun..

waaaaaaa....

hahahaz..

but it really take a long time to go back..

guess its really far from my hse..

hahahaz..

so today..

bored..

wake up very very early..

lalala...

watch 1 litre of tears agn..

n i cried alot agn..

really damn touching la..

tho its a very long ago show..

but its really nice..

free watch it agn..

will cry alot alot de..

T.T

e gal is really ke lian..

haizz..

ya..

so nth much to post oso..

hahahaz..

byeeeeee~~

Ya..

watch 1 litre of tears..

tears fow agn..

tho i noe very long le..

budden suddenly hv e urge to watch it n cry abit..

cnt izzit?

zz..

so had carnival n parade..

wasted money doing e henna..

which turn out to b so light..

zzz..

bored bored bored...

den hm-ed after tat...

sian sian sian..

N went hm n watch 1 litre of tears..

N i going prepare to work as tele marketing le..

=]

excited..

ya..

so bye~~~~~~

Yeas..

here to post agn..

ytd nite...

tat bitch call my mummy..

wtf..

i hate her..

say abt things which i nv do..

wth..

i hate her so much..

even if i not late only sitting at e GO there oso wan complain..

wtf..

mrs loo oso nv care so much y shud she care for me..

=.=

so morning wake up early..

went to meet hs to b late late to sch..

made her say abt me agn..

=)

went to buy breakfast..

hahaz..

had volleyball..

den bio boring...

maths bored..

recess..

had geo..

boring as usual..

but mdm lee is super gd..

loves..

den was mdm qin..

was fooling around..

hahaz..

but a sticker on e chair..

but too bad mdm qin nv sit on e chair..

E sticker sya kik me..

hahaz..

N today her spaggetti stirpe was lyk bursting..

hahaz...

lyk got a line there..

hahaz..

lyk bursting..

hahahaz..

she is too fat tat e clothes she wear was bursting..

jingzhi pointed out to her..

N she was ps..

had a really gd laugh abt..

N i realise i can zi-high lately..

laughing alot..

N tml going to work le..

altho abit far..

but i am really very excited..

=)

hahaz..

after bought tidbits..

N pei cn to wait for her lion n hm-ed after tat..

=)

N i am watching 1 litre of tears..

touching touching touching...

cried..

i think alomost 1 litre of tears le..

hahaz..

so ya..

tats all for today...

nth much to post alr..

bye~~~~~~

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起”

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

——“对不起”的快乐

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。——“对不起”也是一种承诺

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

——“对不起”，谎言的开始

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。——

“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人*的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，*的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

——这样的“对不起”太伤人

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些日子你应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样*养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

——原来，“对不起”也可以是种结束

那一年，男孩疯了。

很多人总是这样。当失去的时候才会后悔。

可是已经太迟了。

I found this touching...

cried after reading this..

so ppl 珍惜眼前人~

Hello~~~~

here to post agn..

haaas.. =]

morning wanted to buy newspaper wif jinyu but was late..

transfer 4 buses...

so reach sch abt 10.50++

zzz..

all wanying's fault..

hahahaz..

so had lessons n blahs..

chinese sux la..

ding zui wif qin n she say i xue huai..

hahahhaaz...

gd..

really love to see her angry..

bored bored bored..

n taught jingzhi(mirror) a little cantonese..

hahahaz..

mirror n yilin was lyk saying each other..

funny funny funny..

hahhaz...

N many of them say my cantonese was pro..

hahahahahz..

N meliszaaaaaaaaa nv come today n was bored..

less one person for me to crap wif..

hahahaz..

den went rp wif cn,hs, rach, yl n jinyu..

was fun..

lolx...

crapping crapping n more crapping..

tok abt e 7 month ghost festival..

which freaks every1 out..

hahahaz..

den pei cn take 89 n hm-ed..

hahahaz..

its since a long time since i crapped so much..

hahahahaz...

N fri going to work..

which lynette intro me to tele marketing..

i am really excited..

hahahahz..

so nth much to post alr..

byeeeeeee~~~~~~~

Today boring boring boring...
morning nearly late..
coz at 119 was jux in front of me n i missed it..
so took 136 n ran sch..
was heng to b there just in time..
=)
ya..

had a bad hair day cox nv tie properly..

hahahaz..

very messy hair.. =)

N mrs loo say i look lyk ah soh..

=(

hurt my zi zun xin siaz..
so recently lessons r boring boring n boring..
had a play..
which was super boring..
n i fall aslp on wan ying's leg..
n i got my head knocked with hs..
N i auto tears..
lolx..
i mean pain la..
really damn pain..
after tat take bus n den hm-ed..
hahahaz..
tats all ba..
ya..
so byeeeeeeee~~~~~

Yea..

so back to posting agn..

hahahaz...

so today nearly late..

hahahhahahaz..

n was heng tat i am not.. =]

n today chinese really sux ok..

tricia was using hp or smth..

den tat china bitch saw it..

n she snatch e bag wif her..

as if e bag was hers..

lolx??

damn funny la..

hahhahaaz..

really..

hahahhaz..

n rashidin came up..

tat bitch say alot of things to her..

dens rashidin was lyk..

boys, help me translate leh..

hahahaz..

damn funny..

lolx..

recess went gym..

budden i am still in e mode of bankcrupt..

zzz..

i need a job..

i want to work at it show thing..

as lynette say i could..

yeas..

hope can find..

yea yea..

=]

after went hg mall..

ate n went her hse..

tok abit n she sent me hm..

=]

ya..

so here i was..

=]

eh..

nth to post anymore..

so bye~

cute?

So went bugis ytd..

had e-learning thing in e morning..

i was stupid enough to wake up so early..

N thx peeps for providing ans..

lolx..

At mrt was funny..

hahahahz..

lolx..

nvm nvm..

i hope rachel won post e real thing on blog..

hahahz..

shopped shopped..

bought bought..

T.T

N really..

i am seriously bankcrupted..T.T

N i only left wif 5 dollars..

T.T

my heart pain~

T.T

so going save up..

N hope my mummy gives me more money~~~~~

N shopped finish..

rachel went back..

N me n melia dinner-ed..

den hm-ed..

N my phone was spoiled agn..

wth..

=.=

seriously..

its second time..

within 1 week its spoil agn??

ohhhhhhh...

i am so suaizzzzzz...

T.T

N i seriously wanted tat art box mirror..

any1 kind enough to buy me tat?

T.T

N i will take it as my bdae present which is a long long time later..

hhahahahz..

since my choc mirror..

break into half..

T.T

i sure will suai for 7 yrs la...

T.T

i seriously bankcrupted..

ahhhhhhhhhhhh...

n i am so bored~~~~~~~~~~~~~