God..

for some unknown reasons..

i felt freaking emo..

negative thoughts coming into my mind...

which is very very very bad bad bad..

hai hai hai..

for some unknown reasons i hv been regretting for some things i did..

regret regret regret..

i am breaking down soon..

i hope i hope i hope my tears would run up instead of running down..

like a water hose..

memories twirling around..

like wad melisza had said..

i thought deeply..

he could not predict e future, either do i..

things won't b e same anymore..

hai..

i jux wish time would stop..

i jux wish tat it could b fairer..

i jux wish i could stop comparing myself wif others..

so i would feel better instead..

i jux wish i could comfort myself..

but i could'nt..

=(