4 yrs is not short..
anything can change..
we cant predict future..
we are aware of tat..
doubting if we can last tat long..
conclusion is tat its very difficult..
most likely not..
facing the reality..
everything changes..
very well aware of it..
hurting like hell..
but i cant change anything..
wad i can do is let time pass and let nature take its course..
only thing i could do now is wait...